Why are we so obsessed with toxic, brooding book boyfriends?
The Mark He Left, The Secret He Keeps
We’re all obsessed with the Rhysands, and Xadens of the world, and I’m not going to debate who I’d pick, because let’s face it I couldn’t. I’d pick one and shove the other into a suitcase and bring him anyway…
But what intrigues me is how we have totally fallen in love with men who are, let’s face it, quite toxic. And their creators don’t usually share their backstory. So they’re a toxic mess, shrouded in mystery, and we beg for more!
And I 100% raise my hand and am right there alongside you.
When I started writing my own Romantasy, which has its fair share of brutality and broken characters, I decided that I would make it a dual POV book, so that my readers could understand the mystery and the reasons behind my MMC’s toxic behaviour.
Now - for some, this may take away the appeal, and maybe that makes him less hot, although I’m obsessed with him. But for others, it may give compassion, connection and an emotional touch point with his character, you know - over and above the muscles, broodiness and floppy hair.
Here’s a little excerpt:
Raegan’s face flickered in my mind as I controlled my breath, the silver slash of her scar and those damned sparks dominating my thoughts. My chest tightened before I could stop it—the heat and static that had sparked when our hands brushed still burning under my skin.
Shit.
Everything about her had knocked me off balance, and I had no idea which mask was the solution. The three of us had been stable—steady, even—until she showed up, and the whole damn equilibrium shifted.
She was stunning, no denying that. But my eyes kept zeroing in on the scar that cut through her brow.
It was habit I’d carefully curated - my own, self-inflicted punishment.
I’d searched Di-di’s face for that same mark every single day—proof of my biggest failure.
And Raegan’s scar matched.
The mark I’d put there. The only proof I’d ever needed that I take after him.
I’d love to hear what you think! Does this make you want to read more? Or would you rather be kept in the dark about what goes on behind Ethan’s chocolate eyes?
Thanks to anyone who’s out there - I’m looking forward to filling this empty void with beautiful people and more glorious words!
